hmms wen to c grace's n karmun's frenster profile jus now.. realised tat they're now v close. guess its cuz they're in ny vb.. seein them n e pics of andvball b girls 05.. i jus feel.. i duno. tis sadness. y i cudnt feel wad they felt. y i cud nv feel at ease wit dem. y i cudnt blend it n b part of dem. jus.. whys. tgtr for 4 yrs, but only 2 best frenz among e 9 girls. was it myself who held back, not allowin myself to get close to dem? or was it tat our characters jus nv matched.. i duno. i feel tis sense of regret den i nv felt tat close bond if frenship wit them, lke wad they share now.. n now i realise my ex teammates wil soon b my opponents in tis upcoming competition..it feels wierd. wil they bcome stronger den b4? wil i lose out to dem? i duno. it jus feels wierd..
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