Tuesday, March 21, 2006

` frenly wit tp.

so sad. today frenly wit tp. C at 1st said pearl played 3rd, i play 4th, mj play 5th set. den suddenly he put me in for 3rd set, pearl sit out. yea well. so zun. N came in, sat dwn at e stage wit his frenz n watched. n so zun, wen pearl was playin, e guys came in, sat dwn n watched. such timing. n e sad tink is, i got scolded by C. he really raised his voice n from his tone u cud tel he was pissed. got scolded for my receiving. ya i noe its my fault but it stil doesnt feel gd. den my spikin was quite gd today, i personally tink, due to gym ytd, but thru out tat set i only spiked lke wad 5 balls? i hardly rmbr i spiked. cept for tat 2 balls wh were not bad. but e wasted tink was, i din get more chance to spike. after we lost e 4th set, C immediately put back e main team players for e 5th set. so kiasu. lke seriously. we already won 1st 3 sets, so wads wrong in lettin reserves play for e last set, for jus tat little experience? mj told me there n den, tat he was ks. n i totally agree. now at trnn, frenlys, im already lke sittin out most of e time. i duno how i'l feel wen it comes to e real comps. hai. kept broodin abt it. gettin scolded cuz i din play well. n oso. kp hopin tat kzai wud msg me, comfort me. silly n totally wishful tinkin of cuz. but i cud dream cudnt i. hai stil feelin kinda dwn. hope i can receive well on thur, spike well, play well. i not jus wan myself to improve, but e whole team to improve tgtr. we wana b champs.

sharon @ 5:58 AM

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