Friday, November 25, 2005

` one of e worst moments of my life..

horrendous.. havin to choose btw vjc n njc.. choosin one wud mean losin stuff tat mattered alot to me.. choosin e other oso meant e same.. i had to choose btw vb.. pj.. n.. someone else. i cried lke hell. broke dwn in front of my dad n mum. stressed up even after Os. wad a crap life tis is. well in e end i chose vjc.. wh means none of my best frenz wud b in e same jc as me.. someone tat matters alot to me wud b far away.. but i stil hav my vb i guess. n if i really cant cope wit vb n studies.. i'l hav to drop my vb. choices, choices. nv easy.

n pj.. oh well. she's driftin further n further lo. spendin lke almost every day wit him. im complainin i guess. althou i shudnt b. cuz they'l b gg diff schs after all. but oh well. takes time gettin used to. guess tat was wad i put her thru in e past too. wad comes ard goes ard i guess.

can choices get any harder. wen choosin sth u love means givin up sth u oso love. choosin wad u wan means giv up sth wh u oso wan. choosin sth but givin up sth else tat cud hav been. if only it was easier..

sharon @ 11:56 PM

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