Wednesday, November 30, 2005

` 1st day at work

kz went to work jus now. quite fun. althou tirin. my back ached. haa. n i din reach my quota. somemore some girls wh i chose not to approach were apparently interested! cuz they gave their name n num to the other scouts. haa. nvm. ming tian hui gen hao! hehhs. den jus now saw jiaobin. haha. wearin luke's shirt. lol. tat guy. lookin as shuai as ever. haha. fanny, my supervisor, tot he was my boyfren. haha. i told her he's my ex boyfren's fren. she laughed. haha she looks so hostile at 1st but is actu quite frenly. very nice. hehhs. hahaha n omg i cant believe i actu saw joel n sonia tgtr!!!! haha. as in. from e way they looked, i believe there's sth gg on btw dem. n e tests they exchged in frenster. hahaha its lke so unbelievable la. cuz we were in e same pri sch, but they were diff classes. den they r in diff sec schs but now they hav tis tink bloomin btw dem. haa i duno la but lke nv expect los. hehhs.
n i hope to find anr part time job, one wh gives me a more stable income. haha. wish me luck! tml gg job huntin wit agnes. lol.

sharon @ 4:34 AM

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

` went swimmin

hmms. i hate e smell of chlorine. after bathin n usin chunks of shampoo n body foam i stil smel whiffs of chlorine. or mayb im tinkin too much. haa. im gg for work tml! 1st day. haa. do talent scoutin. or rather i jus approach ppl la. if they're interested in doin advertisements den take dwn their name n num. yup. haa. in e end had to ps e vb girls. supposed to go sentosa. haa. sorry babes. hehhs.

i love my dp! haaa. went to watch just lke heaven tat day. quite nice. i kept yawnin thou. haha. n someone kept count. lol. was great lyin on ur shoulder. haa. to b honest, im havin very positive feelins tis few days. n im very happy wit my feelins im havin. hehhs. hope they remain tat way.

kz 12 is comin n im supposed to b plannin for e class outin on tat day. but i hav absolutely no idea wad to do. >.< can someone giv me suggestions please?? gosh. i hate leadership roles smtms. or organising roles. wadever.

oh tat goon. 1st he took such a long time to online cuz his sis was usin. now he's online. within 3 mins his dad's usin. >.< nvm. bein nice me i shall wait of cuz. poor me. haa. i love my dp! =p

sharon @ 6:12 AM

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Friday, November 25, 2005

` one of e worst moments of my life..

horrendous.. havin to choose btw vjc n njc.. choosin one wud mean losin stuff tat mattered alot to me.. choosin e other oso meant e same.. i had to choose btw vb.. pj.. n.. someone else. i cried lke hell. broke dwn in front of my dad n mum. stressed up even after Os. wad a crap life tis is. well in e end i chose vjc.. wh means none of my best frenz wud b in e same jc as me.. someone tat matters alot to me wud b far away.. but i stil hav my vb i guess. n if i really cant cope wit vb n studies.. i'l hav to drop my vb. choices, choices. nv easy.

n pj.. oh well. she's driftin further n further lo. spendin lke almost every day wit him. im complainin i guess. althou i shudnt b. cuz they'l b gg diff schs after all. but oh well. takes time gettin used to. guess tat was wad i put her thru in e past too. wad comes ard goes ard i guess.

can choices get any harder. wen choosin sth u love means givin up sth u oso love. choosin wad u wan means giv up sth wh u oso wan. choosin sth but givin up sth else tat cud hav been. if only it was easier..

sharon @ 11:56 PM

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

` grad ball

haa grad ball was ytd. fun. great. hehhs. someone looked smashing. lol. everyone was so pretty n handsome. ahah our class guys looked great. lol. althou they more or less looked e same
hahaha. collar shirt inside blazer out, its jus e diff colors they wore. lol. bi hui looked hot man in tat sexy short yellow/orange dress but she noe nuts abt sittin properly. lol. took lotsa pics. haa. victor took part in e game. lol. hashir kp dashin up to win prices. leny n limei won. hasir n limei oso both got a price n bein mr anderson n e.. knight of valour? female knight of valour la. haha. after tat wanted to go mdm wong hse find her wit her bdae cake cuz she din go.. but she wasnt a home i tink. n e cake was crushed anw. so in e end we walk walkin in suntec den play in arcade. haa. after tat went idnner ta pizza jiu go home le. haa. walked til feet hurt. kp holdin on to some of e guys' arms. haha even took off my heels n walk. lol. its a liberatin experience. haa. very fun ytd. had some ver special n cherished moments. haa.

sharon @ 5:30 PM

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

` shoppin spree!!

whahaha Os finally over. jus went on a shoppin spree wit pf n pj. lol. spend 60 over..haa. 1st time i soent so much in a day. cuz i dun shop often la. haa. bought 2 tops from I.P. sth.. lol. cant rmbr. at 16 only. haa. den bought a shawl for grad ball.. den a handbag.. den.. a necklace. to go wit e pendant tat e girls bought for me for my bdae. haa thanx alot! i lke it. hees. hahaha n now i jus called pf whose stil at orchard to help me buy anr top!! lol. its a tube top n i lke it ALOT... but din buy cuz scared dad wil scold. haaa. so came back ask him permission liao den faster call pf help me buy. haaa. im so happy! lol. i love tat top laa. haaa. den went take neopprint tgtr.. haa i lke e pics. althou showed some stuff tats not meant to b shown. hahaha. but who cares. im happy laa. haa. mon gona watch harry potter. wed's grad ball~! haa. im in a happy mood. lol stil wanted to buy shoes de lo. hahaha. nvm. anr shoppin spree durin xmas sales! hahaha.

oh yea. saw tis little boy who's only 6 n oh gosh he rocks la! haa he can play e drums damn well. he heard e song for e 1st time n after tat, he cud play it. lke how cool is tat. n wen he play drums v shuai. lol. both pf n i say we'l wait 4 him to grow up. LOL. i wana learn drums man. haa.

sharon @ 7:14 AM

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

` stressed up.

im so goddamned stress abt physics. jus cant seem to get it. im so frustrated at myself. jus cried. tink im on e verge of breakin dwn. physics jus sucks.

sharon @ 6:22 PM

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

` geog wasnt too gd..

hmms.. today.. emotions were mixed. high n low. ha. muz b e stress from studyin.
hmms geog today. din go too well. somehow wad i studied din stay inside. physical wasnt gd. tink tat my pts lke not enuf or v vague. dun tink wil score lo. bleahs. the paper itself sucked la. after tat. yue tink yue upset. sit at e bags n cry. 1st time man. jus leave the exam hall jiu cry le. jus dun tink i'l do well lo. somemore its geog wh is one of my easier subs to score A1. bleahs. duno la. he din even noe i cried. or tat i was upset. sad. bleahs.
hmms after tat bio was gd. paper wasnt too diff. haa. i dun wana say tat one wh describes e paper. lol. but hope to score la. essay was beta den prelims. wh says it all. LOL.

den in canteen while preparin for bio.. lol. played prank on pf. i kicked her shoe to pj n she kicked it further away. poor pf tot it jus disappeared misteriously n cudnt stop laughin cuz she found it extremely hilarious. lol. laughed lke hell. after tat energy drained. hahaha. den after bio. lol. walked past e guys. boon's bag blockin my way. jiu use bk hit his bag. he turn n look at me wit tat stupid look on his face. lol. i look back. den as he look his head move back. den at e same time xl's head turn ard. wham! boon's eyes snapped shut; xl's specs dropped dwn. hahaha. i burst out laughin. LITERALLY. lol. was damn comical la. cudnt stop laughin. lol. yea. tat cheered me up. haa. all da best for tml peepz! =D

sharon @ 9:20 PM

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Friday, November 04, 2005

` no matter wad happens i wan us to stil b gd frenz.

things are changin agn n i duno y.
this is not e way i expected it to b..
nor is it wad i wan it to b..
dun wana b tied dwn..
dun wan a rs.

havin been in a rs for 9 mths wherby everytink i did or do revolved ard someone else n not myself.. i now nd to live my life for me. dun wana b so tied to someone else agn so quickly. wana enjoy the freedom of bein single. im not sure of my feelins. but even if i were, i stil wudnt wan a rs tis yr. pls urdstd n pls forgiv me. i treasure u alot for bein my gd fren. n i dun wana lose such a fren. i wana b happy. i wan u to b happy too. lets jus let nature take its own course.. wads meant to b wil be.

sharon @ 2:07 PM

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

` life's boring..

haa its been some time since i blogged.. but den agn life is so borin nowadays theres nth much to blog. everyday stay at home mug mug n mug. den bloggin wud b wastin my precious studyin time. haa. nth much happenin la. hmms. i got my gown liaos. quite nice i tink.. haa. thou im stil not totally satisfied wit it. lol. bought matchin heels. hmm. ytd went to a optician at compass.. wanted to make new specs. haa saw sth i lke. but wit my degree n astig wh is 400 plus n 300 plus respectively.. e specs wud cost 200plus. ex. haa. so decided to go back to the optician i went to since young.. at parkway wh is lke so far.. so hav ta go after Os lo. bleahs. i nv knew my degree was so high.. n my sis's degree is lke almost same as mine..she's worst since she's only 11. ha. hmms cant believe Os is starin in 4 days time.. i feel as thou i stil haven finished my revision. bleahs. i dun ask for much, 6 A1s can liao. lol. lidat my dad wil quit smokin n i'l do him proud too. haa. kkz gtg back to studyin.. hai life sure is borin.

sharon @ 12:36 PM

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