Sunday, October 09, 2005
` my first entry. =]
once agn.. a new blog, new entry, new beginning.
wanted to start anr blog agn n tis time rd, update it regularly. ha.
life's been gd, ever since e incident a month ago. how time flies, its already more den a mth. ive picked up e pieces n moved on in life, in fact, i tink im beta den ive ever been b4. scored quite well for my prelims, as compared to my lousy grades in e past. thank God for giving me the strength n courage, and lettin me obtain such grades.
but yet anr dilemma comes along, duno which jc to go. or rather, is it poly or jc for me. it remains a mystery. but at least i hav til after the Os b4 finally deciding. but one thing's for sure, i'l miss my besties n class. 4/6 is e best class ive ever been in n it sure makes me sad to think that we'l b partin. wudnt it b nice if we cud all go to e same jc n b in e same class back agn. oh well. nth's gona b e same agn.
heard from him today n ytd. he's havin some probs wit his new gal. surprisingly, i actu advised him abt his probs n how to b a beta bf. wierd huh. but i felt nth. i duno. guess im lettin go faster den i tot wud. i thank God agn, for helpin me cope thru tat difficult period, for giving me great frenz who stood by me.
im happy wit my life now. i hav my best frenz. close frenz from outside. my family, my studies. im bondin much beta wit my family now, esp my dad. i can tel he's real proud of me abt my prelim results. tellin my uncle that i even got 2 A1s wen actu, 2 A1s is lke so meagre. lol. but i can reall tel his proud. i guess after 4yrs of disappointment, i finally gave him reason 2b proud of me agn. there n den in e car, i realised tat i wanted to score straight As for my Os. just for my dad. to do him proud. i wan to proudly tel my family durin new yr tat im in raffles jc for e 1st 3 mths. even if not raffles, den at least one of the top 5 jcs. i hope. but yea. im happy wit my life now. content wit bein hu i m now. no pressure from anyone. guess i'l stop here. sis is rushin me. she wana play maple. haha. ok shes scoldin me now. lol. wad an a**. hahaha. kiddin baby sis. tata everyone.
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